Four Years Gone

WOOOAAAAHHHHH! What happened? It’s been four years since I last published a blog! I looked back at my drafts, and I have a blog started that says something like, “Woah!! Two years went by!” That was obviously two years ago.  Ahem.  Anyway.  I had several loyal readers pestering me to revive this thing, and so I finally came around. (Ok, it was only one reader. Probably my only reader.  Love you mom!)

The title “Four Years Gone” has a bit of a negative connotation I suppose, because I don’t really feel like they’ve gone… the last four years have been nothing short of beautiful.  If the title is reminiscent of the Led Zeppelin song, “Ten Years Gone,” you would be on the same page as I am.   A meandering exploration of sorts, the past four years have taught me about the fluidity that is inherently present in life and getting comfortable with change.  It has taught me about the paths we walk, versus the paths we seek.  From “Ten Years Gone,” these lyrics are particularly meaningful:

“Then as it was, then again it will be

And thought the course may change sometimes

Rivers always reach the sea.”

So in a nutshell, here’s what we’ve been doing:

  1. Kai: We discovered the overwhelming love and gratitude of adding Baby Kai to our family. With sleep deprivation so bittersweet and heavy like honey,  Mike and I developed an ebb and flow of nurturing our little dude. At the same time, we gave each other the gift of taking turns with Kai so we could get out in our element, whether that be surf or trails. Being a parent has no doubt been our most difficult endeavor yet, but not a day goes by that we don’t crack up laughing at the things he does or says.  While it’s almost never easy, our home is always filled with love and laughter. And farts. Boys fart SOOOO much.   IMG_5052fullsizeoutput_36b6IMG_5402
  2.  Running: Running in the mountains is everything. My heart still races when I’m driving towards the mountains, and my heart swells with awe. My breath slows as if I’m saving it all for the trail, like I will be nourished by the mountain air more so. Exciting right? I’m excited just writing about it. I still run barefoot, but mostly just in our neighborhood now a few times a week. Trust me, my neighbors think I’m really weird. I’m ok with it. The trails are too rocky/hot or I’m too much of a softie to get out there.  The trails in Portland were way more doable! Anyway, I’m still running in minimalist footwear on the trails with my top three being Merrell Pace Gloves, Luna Sandals, and Vibram Spyridons. The relationship between being a mom and being a runner is also important to note. Being a runner makes me a better mom. I’m so thankful to see my little guy when I return home, after the air drains my irritability.  On the other hand, being a mom has made me a better runner. Running feels easier now, and I’m more grateful, present and peaceful when I’m out there. Taking that time for granted is not an option anymore. Plus, pushing a baby out of your hoo-ha without any pain medication gives you new perspective on pain. 😉  Sitting in my wheelchair in the NICU a couple of days after my child was born, I wasn’t sure what my prognosis was going to be to be able to walk across the room normally, much less climb mountains again. My poor midwife had only seen 4 cases like mine in her 25 year career.  The first time I ran 8 miles on the trail with Mike, about 6 months after Kai was born, I sat at the summit and sobbed for a good 10 minutes. So, so grateful for my son’s health, and mine. IMG_5234IMG_5227
  3. Community: Ventura is still where we live, and it has become our home.  Living in one place for a while, we have found out how a place and its community sneaks into your heart and takes hold.  Mike and I are wanderers, and after moving around the country with minimal belongings, we still feel that wanderlust at times. But when it comes down to it, we love our friends so much. The ones with kids, the runners without kids, Dirtbag Runners tribe, and all the weird and wonderful people that bring us balance.AA16C48F-2BAD-4684-B789-D29C6B57EB9EIMG_7786IMG_7856IMG_7013IMG_5544
  4. Katie: Katie, my childhood friend and my college roommate,  moved to Ventura County to do a couple of rotations as a travel RN.  During that time, she moved in with me, and we were roomies again.  She was so easy to have around, just like when we lived together in college. And hilarious, as usual, telling gross stories over breakfast as she got home from the night shift, and I was just starting my day. Katie and I are about as opposite as you can get, except we both love to run.  Katie and I shared many miles together, both while we were living together in college, and whenever she would come visit me in Portland or out in Ventura.  Over the miles and the years, it was easy to call her one of my best friends.  Trail running came naturally to Katie whenever she would come to visit, but especially when she came here to live.  A creature of habit, Katie ran 4 miles almost every day on the road, but had no problem running 10+ mountain miles with me, even though she hadn’t run a hill in the months living in TX prior. Katie was a badass in her own right, solidified when she became a solo skydiver (I’m sure the skydiving community has a better term for that) and then ultimately a B.A.S.E. jumper. To make a long story short (this really needs an entire blog post), Katie and I hugged goodbye one last time when she walked out the door to jump her self-described “bucket list bridge.”  The Bixby Bridge in Big Sur was the one she always wanted, and it would be her last. Everything felt like it was shattering for days after Katie’s death, and nothing made sense. A sentiment, I imagine, many families are feeling now in the wake of the Las Vegas massacre. Love to all of you in the trenches right now.  Katie visits me in my dreams, which is both heart-wrenching and wonderful, leaving me both tearful and ravenous for just one more minute with her.  Katie was maybe the biggest Led-Zeppelin fan I’ve ever met, so when I was thinking about writing something tonight, the title seemed appropriate.  She even learned to play “Stairway to Heaven” on the guitar and debuted it at our best friend Lindsey’s wedding.  She stood next to me at mine.  She wasn’t perfect, much like anyone else, but this made her more likable and fun to be around. She also wasn’t fearless, like she may appear on the surface.  In fact she was full of fears, however hilarious and irrational they might seem at the time. She was terrified of a ditch one time while we were on the trail, and the rain terrorized her on another run, creating fog and funny sounds.  For some reason, she would duck and say with wide eyes, “What’s that?!” As if ducking would help with the rain situation. This is of course, was all ironic considering she routinely jumped off buildings or antennas. What I’m getting around to discussing, is the daily inspiration I gather from the life that Katie lived. I know for a fact that Katie was terrified of flying in planes, so she decided to start jumping out of them to overcome her fear.  I know for a fact that Katie was filled with anticipation and fear every time she jumped off an object, and that was immediately replaced with joy, adrenaline and the feeling of being weightless and flying. We talked a lot about that moment: The moment where you step off the ledge, and what was in her headspace. I think it was a meditation of sorts for her, that elevation out of her body to a place where fears and anxiety don’t exist.  That’s a place where many of us never have the pleasure of going, or never have the guts to venture there.  The degree to which Katie rose above her fears is knock you off your feet inspiring, and a practice which I’ve recently tried to cultivate in my own life.  It may be to a lesser degree, but getting out of my comfort zone is on the horizon to be sure.   My gratitude for having Katie in my life is never ending.
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    Last night out on the town together, about a week before she passed.
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    Parachute closing pin
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    We put a cross at the Bridge for her. I hope it’s still there.
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    Beautiful artwork made by the amazingly talented Emily Spahr after Katie’s passing.

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    Last long run together, in the rain 🙂 
  5. Vegan: You guys! I went vegan!! It’s amazing! You know I’m doing a whole ‘nother post on this so I can tell you what the hell happened with my health. Returning to the sentient, compassionate person I was meant to be has been nothing short of humbling and amazing. 84266511c1d

 

The last four years! So much happening and not a single blog post.  Haha! I’ve been too busy loving, laughing, running, grieving, and exploring.  The future is so bright!  I have so much hope, intention, curiosity and so many goals that I can’t wait to share  with you.  So, what’s been going on with you? Reach out to me, message me, run with me, hit me up. Community is how we will thrive, and I can’t wait to share with you.  Leigh Scarber on Facebook, bareleigh_running on instagram, and I never use Twitter but you can find me there too 🙂 Peace and love and happy trails.

 

 

Even Justin Timberlake Likes Spirulina: “Bring It On Down to Veganville!”

Ok, Justin Timberlake is for real, everywhere right now.  Since his new album dropped last week (I feel really street when I say album dropped) and before that, he’s been all over.  He even “took over” my radio station for an hour the other day. This guy has power.  He appeared on SNL recently for yet another sure to be classic song called “Bring It On Down to Veganville.”  I was laughing so hard I almost peed my pants!  Hilarious little diddy, but a very important message.  Pay close attention to the line, “spirulina all in my shake!” So you might’ve seen this already, but just in case, here it is:

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xy35qv_justin-timberlake-bring-it-on-down-2-veganville-veganshake-snl-3-9-13_music

And don’t forget to go to http://www.energybits.com and use the code

BAREFOOT for 30% off a bag of Energy Bits, 100% pure, organically

grown spirulina 🙂

13 Reasons Why I Became a Vegetarian

Mike and I recently sat down and watched yet another documentary about  plant based diets, called Vegucated.  It was just another testimony of why I do what I do every day, and I’m so proud to support my health and the longevity of our great planet.  I get asked all the time why I don’t eat meat, and so I thought I would list a few of the reasons.  And no, I don’t eat chicken.  And no, I will not eat soup if it has chicken broth as the base.  And yes, I actually do get enough protein!  And yes, I have more than enough energy to get through my day.  While I do still eat cheese every once and a while, may or may not be addicted to frozen yogurt and allow myself to have some every now and again, and rarely eat fish, I eat no other products coming from animals.  Therefore, I consider myself mostly vegan.

Many of the statistics below I got from Veg Fest in Portland.  They put together a great pamphlet, and so I’m simply copying from the pamphlet for the actual numbers, but of course I’m adding my opinion in.  I have sources, so if you’re interested, just ask.  The other half, I made up.  Just kidding! Maybe… 🙂

1.  Raw meat grosses me out.  Yes, it’s true.  It always has, even back during the days of college when we used to have weekly cookouts at my house.  My guy friends would be elbow deep in muck, marinating the meat and I would be behind them pretending not to gag. I’ve never been able to prepare meat without wanting to hurl, so I used to leave that job up to whoever else was around.  When I lived by myself on internship, I would go an entire 2 months without eating meat simply because I hated to prepare it! Even lunch meat was too much…  And then I would become OCD about what the meat touched, etc.  When I became a vegetarian, it was such a relief because when I cook, I love to sample everything before cooking, and that’s part of the joy of mostly vegan preparation.

2. Greenhouse Gases.  This was the reason why I originally went vegetarian, because livestock production generates 18% of greenhouse gases.  That is more than all forms of transportation combined (13.5%)!!  If you stop eating meat, your carbon footprint is smaller than if you buy a hybrid car. I drive a Prius too, so how small is my footprint??  🙂  Global warming causes rising sea levels, increasing severity of natural disasters, etc.

3.  Pollution: 64% of ammonia emissions come from livestock production.  These seep into the air, soil, and water. All those animals?  The poop and pee has to go somewhere!  It goes into our water supplies, and the gas goes into the air.  The demand for meat has risen dramatically, therefore so has the poop and pee… and farts! Pig farts anyone?

4.Energy. The same amount of fuel can produce 1 hamburger or 27 veggie burgers.  Feed 1 or 27.  You pick. In 2002, more than 1/3 of all fossil fuels produced in the U.S. were used to raise animals for food.  Drill baby drill?  How ’bout eat less meat?

5.Common Sense.  Here’s what I mean:  The animals we raise for livestock eat tons of grain. It takes 13 kg of grain to produce only 1 kg of beef. 80% of the world’s soybean crop and more than 50% of all corn go to global livestock.  If we simply ate the grains that were raised for animals, it would reduce energy, but it would also feed our hungry children.  Here’s some stats: If Americans reduced their intake of meat by 10%, it would free 12 million tons of grain.  That’s enough to feed 60 million people.  In the U.S. alone, food eaten by livestock could feed 1.3 billion people.  To further drive this point in, every 5 seconds, a child dies of starvation.  820 million people in developing countries go to bed hungry every night.

6. Forestry, or lack thereof.  70% of Amazon forests have been turned into grazing land or land to grow soybeans for feed cattle and chicken.  And cattle are supposed to eat grass… hello bacteria in the belly, which I’ll get to later.  An area of rainforest the size of 7 football fields is destroyed every minute to make room for grazing cattle.  And last but not least, 100 species become extinct daily due to tropical deforestation.

7. Livestock is taking over our land.  Livestock occupies 30% of the land surface.  80% of agricultural land in the US is used to raise animals for food, only 7% are used for growing plants for humans.  In the same time span, the same amount of land can produce 1kg of meat, 160 kg potatoes, 200 kg tomatoes.  Hmmm….

8. Water.  Agriculture sector uses nearly 70% of world’s freshwater supply, within which the heaviest water use is by the animals we raise for meat.  To produce 1 lb of lettuce, it takes 23 gallons of water.  1 lb of wheat takes 25 gallons water. 1 lb of apples takes 49 gallons of water. 1 lb of chicken takes 815 gallons of water. 1 lb of pork takes 1630 gallons of water. 1 lb of beef takes 5214 gallons of water.  WOW!

9. Animal welfare.  It probably goes without saying that animals that are raised for food production really aren’t treated very well.  There are countless videos you can find online of animals being mistreated during the time they’re being raised, transported and slaughtered, and this clearly is not monitored… at all.  During the past 50 years, worldwide meat production has increased fivefold.  56 billion land animals are slaughtered globally for human consumption each year, and that is expected to double by 2050.  In the U.S alone, more than 9 billion chickens are raised for flesh every year, a million killed each hour.  And this free range stuff??  Chickens are required to have 3 feet of space to be considered “free range” and this is not closely monitored by any governing body. Therefore, chickens are still stuffed in warehouses with their “3 feet of space” even though many can’t even walk that far, due to being pumped full of hormones to grow at an exponential rate.  Their bodies can’t keep up, they become top heavy and have great difficulty walking around… many suffer from heart conditions and other diseases due to their organs being unable to support their growing bodies appropriately.  Pigs are known to be very intelligent, social animals, and they are kept in deplorable conditions, with mamas in tiny cages where they can’t turn over or interact with others.  And hello!! Pigs are so cute!

little piggy pie
little piggy pie

10. Our welfare.  Due to the high demand we put on livestock production, they are forced to produce larger animals, more animals, etc.  To meet this demand, the animals are crammed into small spaces creating more opportunity for disease, fed despicable food laced with antibiotics to ward off the disease, given hormones for rapid growth, and being raised in unsanitary conditions therefore needing chemical treatment to rid the meat of bacteria.  Meat, dairy, fish, and eggs in the market are loaded up with those same antibiotics, chemicals, hormones and bacteria.  No wonder we are becoming an antibiotic resistant society, with more food borne illnesses, and spiking cancer rates. Do you really know what you’re putting into your body?  We should be nourishing ourselves and our families.

11. The China Study.  The China Study, directed by Dr. T. Colin Campbell, is recognized as the most comprehensive study ever conducted that looks at the relationship between diet and risk of disease.  Guess what they found?  Those communities that ate a plant based diet were disease free or had very low rates of disease in the community.  Other communities that incorporated meat into their diet had significantly higher risks of obesity and therefore diabetes, heart disease, and cancer.  There are many other studies that have found the same relationship, but this study is by far the best one as it spanned 20 years and looked at over 6000 people.  The study advocates a plant based diet free of dairy, processed foods, and meat.  It also relates that a plant based, whole foods diet will reduce, prevent and reverse disease.  A separate study conducted by Dr. Campbell, but not at all unrelated, was his study of rats.  Dr. Campbell had two separate groups of rats, one of which was fed 20% animal protein (casein) and one was fed 5% animal protein.  All of the rats that were fed 20% animal protein developed liver cancer, and the ones that were fed 5% animal protein did not.  Then, he went even further when he found that he could turn on and turn off the cancer cells by discontinuing feeding the animal protein and starting it back up again, proving that a plant based diet could actually reverse the growth of cancer cells.  This is the premise for the Gerson Therapy, a plant based, whole foods diet to reverse diseases such as cancer, heart disease, etc.  But since it is illegal in the U.S. to treat cancer with anything other than chemotherapy and radiation, the Gerson clinics are strategically placed outside of the U.S.  The meat/dairy industry as well as the pharmaceutical giants have a firm hold on our government and our healthcare system.  Therefore, even though we know the solution to our growing problem, money talks.  There’s big money in livestock production and drugs.  Not so much money in eating well and actually getting healthy, right?  Did I go off on a tangent? This happens sometimes…

12. Healthcare costs.  We spend a lot of time talking about reducing the cost of healthcare these days.  After my last tangent, this one doesn’t need much explanation.  Obesity is an epidemic, which is a precursor to diabetes, heart disease, cancer, COPD, etc. etc.  Need I go on?  We need to start reducing cost of healthcare by thinking about what we are putting into our bodies.  People say things to me like, “Adopting a vegan or vegetarian diet is so extreme.”  Well, it depends on your definition of extreme, really.  I see “extreme” every day, when I see my patients suffering from these diseases.  They are living an extreme lifestyle, depending on supplemental oxygen to breathe, taking over 20 prescription drugs to keep their blood pressure down and their glucose levels under control, and relying on open heart surgery to solve their problems.  Open heart surgery costs over $300,000 alone, not to mention the follow up and prescription medications that are still required following the procedure.  That is what I consider to be extreme, especially when we know that many procedures and medications could be  prevented or eliminated with a whole foods, plant based diet.

 

Ok, so did I get too serious for a while?  It goes without saying that I am passionate about the health and wellbeing of others, especially when I see patients daily that could have had a much better quality of life.  So, I’ll try to end on a lighter note.

13. Vegetarians are better poopers.  That’s right!!  Don’t believe me?  Eat a lentil/black bean burger with flax seed, put spinach on top and eat it on Ezekiel sprouted bread.  You know what you’ll be doing in the morning?  Sittin’ on the toilet.  More fiber in your diet equals a happier colon that is more regular. More pooping equals less belly bloat and discomfort.  Yessir, poopin’ is good.  This topic needs a whole ‘nother blog post, so prepare to hear more about this later.  In the meantime, here’s a happy song for your morning toilet time.

 

 

Recipe: Mike’s Vegan Lentil Quinoa Bowl

Reason #176 why I’m a vegetarian: The food is heaven.  Opening the mind to new possibilities, new ingredients, and discovering the palate are just some of the side effects of vegetarianism.  This recipe does not have pictures because of course, I devoured everything before I thought to take one.  I’m still new at the blogging thing, so I don’t think about these things right away!  Anyway, this is one of the best tasting things ever.  EVER.  So it’s worth a shot even if you can’t see what it looks like 🙂  I just had to write it down for everyone!

Ingredients:

  • 1/4 cup chopped onion
  • 1 clove of garlic
  • 1/8 cup of chopped green pepper
  • nutritional yeast (we love the stuff so we usually toss in a bunch)
  • smoke seasoning (we get this at Trader Joe’s, any smoky flavor seasoning would work)
  • 2 tbsp blackstrap molasses
  • 1 tbsp soy sauce (we use low sodium)
  • 1/2 cup Daiya mozzarella “cheese”
  • 1/4 cup lentils
  • 3/4 cup quinoa
  • 1-2 tbsp Sriracha Chili Sauce
  • salt and pepper to taste
  • optional sun flower seeds for extra flava

1. Bring 2 cups of water to a boil with the lentils and quinoa, simmer until all the water is gone, about 15 minutes.

2. Meanwhile, toss a little bit of olive oil in a pan, heat it up.  Toss in the onions, cook until translucent, then add the garlic and green pepper. Cook for a few minutes, then remove from heat.

3. Once the lentils, quinoa, garlic, green pepper and onion are cooked, toss them in a large bowl with the other remaining ingredients. Mix well.

The original plan was to make burgers out of this recipe by forming them into patties and cooking on the stove top on our griddle.  The problem was, it was SO good, that we couldn’t even wait to do that.  Instead, we just put the stuff in bowls and mowed it down.  Another option would be to bake the patties in the oven at 400 degrees until it firms up a bit.  If making patties, I would suggest adding a flax seed egg as a binder.

I’m obviously not a food blogger, so forgive my amateur recipe writing skills, but this was simply too good not to share.  This recipe probably would serve 3-4 people easily, but of course Mike and I ate all of it, just the two of us.  Things never change, this girl likes to eat.  Now, I just eat the good stuff!  This recipe is packed with complete protein thanks to the quinoa and nutritional yeast, tons of fiber via the lentils, and a whole lot of love thanks to Mike’s killer cooking.

 

nutritious lentils
nutritious lentils

http://healingfeast.com/SteamedLentils.cfm

Mike’s Vegan Energy Bar Recipe: Real Food for Fuel!

It’s no secret who the better cook in this family is.  If we want to eat a really good meal, Mike’s in the kitchen.  I can also make a really good meal, but it will probably take twice as long (I’m a perfectionist, I can’t help it!) and I have to follow a recipe exactly.  If we don’t have an ingredient in the recipe, I may or may not break out in hives.  Ok, it’s not that bad! Maybe. 

Mike’s been making these amazing vegan energy bars, and I snack on them obsessively.  It’s a good thing they’re great for you!  He’s eats them on long runs and never has any GI upset.  This weekend, he did a 15 mile trail run fueled by these energy bars without any crashes or trots.  You don’t want the trots.  I personally have not tried this particular recipe out on the trail before, but I’ve tried other variations without any trouble.  Here’s the recipe, I just have to share it!  Sorry about the picture, this was actually the very last energy bar of the batch.  I was able to snap a picture before devouring the delectable little guy.

Mike’s Vegan Energy Bar

Ingredients:

1 can pinto beans, drained and rinsed

1/4 cup peanut butter

1/8 cup flax seed meal

1 banana

1/4 cup honey (not vegan, please use raw agave nectar for vegan or real maple syrup)

a few shakes of cinnamon (again this is Mike, not me)

1 cup whole grain oats

a shake of nutmeg

3/4 cup veggie protein powder (we use chocolate MRM from Whole Foods)

1/4 cup dried cherries (we used Craisin cherry flavor this time)

1/4 cup sunflower seeds

Suggested add ins that he’s used before but not this time: chia seeds, pure cocoa, vanilla extract, instant coffee (Wheee!) coconut, other nuts, chocolate chips or carob chips.  Carob is yum yum.

1. Pre-heat oven to 350 degrees, grease down a cookie sheet with coconut oil or other oil of your preference.

2. Toss the beans, peanut butter, flax seed, banana, honey (or agave/maple), cinnamon, nutmeg  into a food processor.  Process until smooth.

3. Add in the oats, veggie protein powder, cherries, sunflower seeds and other suggested add ins, pulse until it makes you happy.  Mike would like you to feel the love.

4. Take out all that goodness from the processor, spread it on the cookie sheet using a spoon if you’d like, and even everything out. 

5. Bake for about 25 minutes total.  Mike suggests taking it out at 15 minutes, cutting it up a bit and flipping it to bake both sides.  After it’s done, let it cool then cut into bite size pieces of your preference.

6. Congratulations, you have gooey goodness to fuel you for miles.